Losing Weight

*TRIGGERING*

As you may have known if you're a constant follower of my blog, I'm am cutting down my macros and calories to train for my competition in tack and cross country. I'm taking this extremely seriously since I may be getting a scholarship to go to a university of my choice. Cutting macros wasn't my decision, but my coaches'. And I am taking his advice.

I have to be in the best shape possible, and I will be keeping track of my health, weight loss, and BMI with a doctor along the way. My coach also has a minor in health psychology so if I encounter any signs of relapse along this new journey, he'll be there to help me and will notice the signs.

People have judged my decision losing weight after an eating disorder, but the thing is, I don't look at weight, health, or my body the same anymore. Sure, I may still have times where body dysphormia gets in my way, and I'e almost have had relapses several times, but those several times happened a year ago, before I went vegan, had a normal schedule, and gained weight.

Right now I'm at 126 pounds, and that's healthy, I will probably drop down to 110 to 105 over the next few months in training. And that is okay.

I'm beautiful now and will continue to be beautiful then :)

xoxo thecollegefitnessfoodie